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I say thank you way too much. I also think way too much which serves in both good and bad forms. Good because no one thinks anymore, and bad because it serves bad purposes at times. Sometimes it makes me feel crazy. Everyone is crazy nowadays, because it's easy, it's a good excuse, and it's an easy way to get pills. Really though--no one is actually crazy. I'd love to meet a truly crazy person, why? Because the line between insanity and brilliance is fickle and thin, always fleeting. People often say I look mean, which is kind of funny because I'm actually a really nice person. That's one thing I can definitely say about myself is that I am nice. However, when you show me I have no reason to be nice to you, that will then change very quickly. I give people a chance though, that's the point, right? I like to "feel music". Which is different then listening to, or enjoying music. It's what you feel when lyrics and sounds combine to make you feel an emotion. In a way, it's like a special high, to me anyway. I could easily make a soundtrack for any brief period of my life. I'm very much in love. I have a great lady in my life who I love more than life itself. She's my lady luck. We have a good life together. I love my cats. I am also a crazy cat lady. Someday I'd like to write the saddest song you have ever heard---luckily, I just don't feel that way these days though. Instead I write songs that remind you of sweet feelings and candy like emotions. Which I am okay with. Sometimes I write songs about how much the world around us sucks. That's one thing I won't beat around an imaginary bush about it, the world around us is going to hell. It starts one conservative redneck at a time. Oh--I do judge those people, conservatives. Because, generally speaking, if your are true to conservative you are against everything I am about, and you are usually the root of all that is evil in the world. I don't hang out with evil dwellers.